Saturday, December 27, 2008

Family,my pillar, my love,my testimony

There's a time of work, a time of rest and of course not forgetting a time for family!! 'Family' is a place that is safe,secure and love! Parent's love are unchanging towards their children, no matter how old they have grown, in their heart they are still their children;)



I am of course thankful to have wonderful family, whom have always been my pillar of support!:)Went out with my parents,uncle and brothers,to celebrate Matthew's Birthday!

I have always been so proud of my brother lo.Matthew my younger bro came in to church at the same timing with me.2005 4TH of April,i still rmbr.It was my elder bro Jackson that invited us,but i was the one that had been more open then,Matthew however came on and off.


Jackson and I however did not give up,consistently praying for the salvation for our precious bro, inviting him of any events that our cg have got.Sometimes thinking of the work stress in school,he doesn't seem to be keen in any of church activites. It is discouraging though.


But God is never too late...even though Matthew never manage his 'O' level result in secondary, he continues his studies in CHEC(City Harvest Education Centre).Times and times again, he produced excellent result.What a testimony!God's grace is indeed more than sufficient in the life of my brother!


Praise God!Now 3/4 of the family are Christians, though some of different denomination, with some Catholics. Whatever it is,God indeed is good to my family,still continue to pray for the salvation of more!;)

Thursday, December 11, 2008

This is the day that the Lord had made..

Met up with Shi Min yesterday,to do some X'mas shopping at Bugis street.Guess is really awesome!Sometime going out is almost going towards svc,cos anywhere,everwhere i went,there is always a chance of bumping into someone from my church!!=)
The first encounter was i met Keewei and his cg once alight from bus, almost saw my bro Jackson,but in the end he didn't turn up..haha. Then on the way of meeting Shi Min, saw some pple from choir!On the way up and down from escalator saw someone ever performed in A Shot to fame event,followed by some of the usher leaders.....and I can go on and on,on whom i ve seen from church.
There are varieties of thing that's up this X'mas,I somehow have to remind myself to be wise in my spending.A time of giving is good, if we can also be much wiser in our spending too!
After shopping,we met up with Mark for a time of fellowship at the Bak kut teh,expecting more actually but think most of the people have been busy with the other activities too.I think the Bak kut teh is really nice,i love the soup..yum yum:P
Thanks to have Shi min to go GOHS for make up BS,i attended on the speaking in tongues and interpretation of tongues by bro Darren,the lesson is very interesting and he's been very humorous!At the end of BS we were break down into groups to practice the gifts of interpretation of tongues.Wow I think our group scored rather high mark, out of the scales of 10, it was ranged from 8-10,guess we have been pretty accurate with our interpretation!

On my way home,i was reminded of this verse,(Ps118:24)this is the day that the Lord had made and i shall rejoice and be glad in it!!My off day may happen to be on the wed day,but thank God for sending great friends with me,making it a fruitful and joyous day!=)

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Psalm 23

This is the one and ever chapter that had been preached and emphasised a lot of times during my BS in Fivefold ministry, with bro Jeremy.Today in cg, watched the video of how Neville Tan's life had been transformed.I find this verse a comfort in my life,when I am on my own,fill with doubts, lost of strength,But I am not alone!
Because of His promises-"Heaven and Earth will pass away but Your words shall remain."

Ps 23
1The Lord is my shepherd;I shall not want. (not I do not want ar!)
2He makes me to lie down on green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters
3He restores my soul; He leads me in the path of righteousness, For His name's sake.
4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

Friday, December 5, 2008

little dimple's=)

Recently I went K-BOX TO celebrate my very good friend,Charmane's 21st birthday!Then some of us sang this song,momentarily in love with it!I love the lyrics,the tune and of course my fav singers,JJ lin and Charlene choi.
Yeah I am dedicating this song to her,Charmane just to let you know,I really thank God to have a friend like you since secondary.Though seldom do we spend much time tgr,i appreciate you for always being such an understanding person.I hope all the best for you in your nursing career.Always keeping you in prayers,God is with you no matter how tough the situation is.Luv=)

Monday, December 1, 2008

Support World Aids Day!

Did you see it?Did you hear it?Govt is going to give subsidy in education to the HIV affected children..hip hip hurray!!
My God sometime really works in multi,different way,yet creative!!Haha.Its really God's purpose, for Your sake,i'll go!
Go all the way,as a church without wall to touch lives to the terminally ill patients!
Of course so sad I have to sacrifce my time to fellowship,even couldn't spend time to go my own cg,and serve much as usher as often.
But people I always believe as I seek first the Kingdom of God,all the desire of Your heart will be added onto you!
Even in my giving let it be a rising sweet aroma to Your throne,as I go into the market place,as I start to earn the first fruit belongs to You!
Lord mould me,refine me,build me to be a better leader.
Now the vision God had for me is to be a salt and light to the terminally ill people!
I also pray for Church,N282,School revival!Lord i need you,but the people outside need You even much more,i hope more people will come to know You..esp when it is towards e X'mas season!:)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Away with sicknesses!!

Today's the most traumatic experience ever,now i can understand how some of the patients ve felt for a certain procedures.Since yest I had been down with a bad flu,a teensy bit of dust'll seem to irritate my nose to ahhhhh....tiss......uuuue!!:0

So i was kinda rubbing my nose,and the next thing i found my nose bleeding profusely!I was pinching,holding my nose up to stop it from bleeding as i still ve got so many works on hand (The correct way is to pinch our nose holding downwards!).

Thank God,my nursing in charge allowed to go off from ward,they even help to book a transport for me to the main building to see Dr!Thus went A&E and was referred to ENT(Ear Nose and Throat).Aww..he started to sprayed something into my nose..and it continue to bleed profusely, then did a scope for me by inserting into my nose,this is to see where the source of bleeding comes from.Sob,sob to say it was not painful,i am lying.But praise the Lord the Dr announced is only a superficial bleeding.

Even as a nurse i had never underwent such procedure,deep inside I was so scared,in my mind I am crying out to God!Then inorder to close up the blood vessel,the doctor did a diathermy for me.I could feel abit of burning sensation,hoping that the procedure could end asap.No one was with me then in the ENT check up,it was done in a rush there were no time I could contact anyone I know.

But thank God,the Holy Spirit is with me,He told me fear not He's with me,Do not be afraid I am Your God!;)I am fortunate to have a God that I can rely on in times of a fearful and darkest period!:)

Thursday, November 13, 2008

CG Growth


Have been praying,fasting and believing with N282 for greater revival.Is coming.....
Greater things are yet to be done!=)

Friday, November 7, 2008

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Serve,Care and Heal!!


This is the vision of a hospital that I am working in.Wow,couldn't be more happy when 2 of the patient that I am nursing came to receive Christ!!Indeed like what the Bible say as one soul is saved,the whole heaven rejoice!!
This is the reason God had wanted me to touch lives.In fact a lot of people who are at the end of life didn't know there is such God that they can rely on.They suffered from depression,constanly having the mindset that their purpose is to await death...
How sad can this be,but is true,especially for those without social support,these people tend to sink into a state of hopelessness.
Sometime this people can be around us,they may appear so happy on the outside,yet the inside of them, they carry such fear..fear of dying and rejection.Some living in a state of denial,couldn't accept the diagnosis of their sickness and the deterioation of their health conditions.
However if we can know that some of these people can come to have life,and that they may have it more abundantly (john10:10).
Dear friends,our word,our action of love,care and concern(not just the nurses)can make a difference in their lives!It is all up to us now to take the courage to meet the needs,and heal their hurtings...
Is a decision and I am determine to..not by might nor by power,but by the Spirit of the living God(zech4:6)!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

We're all in this together!!!

Yoyo!This is a fantabulous song..my fav music,not many pple seem to know but I am a fan of High School Musical!I love it..it reminds me being involved in the Parade of School!The reason i love being a cheerleader is because it encourages,it inspired,and is all about team work!
I like this particular lyrics which says We're all in this together ,when we reach,we can fly,know inside we can make it!
Here is the video,enjoy!=)

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Life couldn't be anymore better without....

My almighty, Abba father of course!Greatest glory be to You!This whole entire week has been such a packed one...so packed...I couldn't breathe!Mind seem to be spinning even faster,i think i need to slow down to feel Your presence once more.
I was having my BCLS(CPR) practical and theory on the sat,I enjoy the whole course but when it comes to the one man CPR,the real test on the mannequin,its a great challenge!The mannequin has the machine to keep track,making sure there's a right amount of ventilation and compression.Whoa,is not easy cos I haven't been performing it well for the past sch days.Then I remembered the recent sermon about positive confession!So I was like telling myself,"I can pass,I can make it through!"
Now when it comes to the real practical,I saw some of the people,who doesn't make it through for the first attempt,been using so much strength and ventilation until the faces turn red,of course i was discouraged!
Then finally when it comes to my turn,my assessor was awesome and kept on encouraging, offering to count the timing for me,so I started,telling myself that I'll do well this time,once and for all!Finally the crucial part came when i was at my fourth cycle,I felt like giving up,which in total i need to complete five cycle.After giving the ventilation..I was clearly out of breath!
But wait greater things are still yet to be done..I suddenly have this vision,which i clearly felt is the encouragement of the Holy Spirit.What if this mannequin that I am saving is my loved ones? Or someone else's dearest?
How could I not save one more live?Hence,I was determined to persist on!A great sense of relief came after I completed the recusitation.As the list was printed out,there's a certain amt of ventilation which seemed inadequate,but thank God the sister passed me!Yipee...I couldn't be anymore happier:)
Then rushing off to svc to serve when the whole session ended,Although is tiring but the joy of the Lord is indeed my strength!(neh8:10)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

~Blessed Princess~






Aiyo..so many things to express,to share,to write,to say...dunno where to start from la..keke!

Praise God first!My heavenly father is fantabulously awesome!

Thanks a million for all my loved ones,cg,nyp cluster and friends coming to celebrate my Birthday,i've been fasting and praying for a good atmosphere!Nevertheless it have been better than expected! Thanks dear buddy Val & Evangeline in helping me to blog about it too:)

Presents that i had received are countless..red packets from relatives(counting e amt i need to tithe)....cool boots(wore it for svc today),Guess wallet(using it now),necklace and card(very nice wif my fav Hello Kitty,but prefer it better with messages!) from NYP cluster....Tiara(wanted one really badly to wear for my birthday),Anna Sui wallet(woo the design i like,almost bought it),bag(using on my way to svc),long panda necklace(wore it today too!) from cg...so much more!

Haha I am sure everyone enjoyed themselves,even those great friends who stayed overnight during the chalet,went to watch 'House bunny!'That movie's super hilarious.
Then snuggles up in bed to play 'Hello kitty' UNO!How kiddish is that going to be..but we do have a great game together,I think my beloved bro,Matthew had mastered the game very well by now!

Thanks for treating me like a Princess on that day,what had I done to deserve this kind of treatment?To be honest,i almost teared..hee.

Last and not least,great thanks and appreciation over these wonderful atmoshere and blessings!
I Love You all!=)

Friday, October 10, 2008

12 going on to 21!

Haha,yipee!The day has finally came to an age of maturity!I have been so busy in work lately.Btw congrats to all those around me getting attached and married!Don't worry abt me,God will have His own plan for me!;)
Why I say 12?Hee cos ppl around just love to tease me looking young.You know why?
It's because those who walked in the presence of God always look young!Haha anyway I find it cute though!:p
In fact I feel my maturity is of 21yrs old!I am not perfect and I do make mistakes.But the Holy Spirit has enabled me to carry the responsibilites of a staff nurse to look after the patients, an usher to help to run the service,in the cg to bring up the atmosphere and an armorbearer for my leaders!
Yes,though is tiring in working and balancing everything in life,i find that as I seek him first in all things,He added to me favours from staffs and good communication with patients!Also finances increases by getting my pay!You may think is a natural thing, but God I feel is Your promises of blessing from what I have sown!
I am awaiting for my Birthday celebration,thanks for my familes,cg,nyp cluster and friends whom make the effort in coming down for my celebration.I really appreciate a lot!;)

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

As inspired by 希望的种子....How much is Your Love?

Yeah 希望的种子 a song that really touches my heart and my soul.I remember myself having great dreams that seem unfulfilled until I met Him(Father God!).A person whom used to fill with insecurities and hurts, someone with lost of vision,coming into a relationship with Him is the best thing I'll never regret in my life.
This walk hasn't been an easy one,with bucket of tears and sacrifices,even at the point of giving up everything,He spoke;"Do you love me?" I answered,"Yes I do!" Again He asked:"Do you love me?"I answered:"Yes I love You with all my heart and my soul!"
I was reverted to the time of Peter,Jesus had asked how much is his love for Him?
Not worthy of the death of Jesus,Peter died on the cross upside down.I used to cried at the part.
How much is the Love that I can give to You? How much? How much?
The answer is not much as compare to the depths of Your love!

Lord I give you all thanks in fulfilling my dreams as a nurse,using me to meet the practical needs of the people out there!Even though I run out of strength,You'd given me the joy to be my strength!Help me to continue to love all the patients and staffs fervently.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Happy Birthday Mommy!!

Celebrated mummy's birthday tgr with my family today,really thks to kor who helped to plan all the things ahead.....shared on the cost of the meal,bird nest as a gift.No matter how busy you are,I feel that is good to spend time with your love ones to create family bonding.
During the meal, one of my uncle was sharing that his church asked him to preach the gospel to the drug addicts,and was feeling a bit anxious towards it,we listened and encouraged him,anyway he seemed quite excited towards the idea.
Wow I think I feel really very proud of him,really thank God how he can use my family in a mighty way to influence the drug addicts..with God all things are possible!!
Hmm the food that we had in the restaurant "Por Kee eating house" around Tiong baru area was simply delicious!!
Thks Daddy afterward for at 50bucks blessing,Mommy bought 2clothes for me!Tot a birthday supposingly to bless,got blessing instead...hehe!
Mum and Dad I luv you!!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

SMILE before reading

Must smile until you complete reading..haha.I feel that there are always alot of negative things around, from our thoughts to the News!Do you know that your smile do make a difference?
As an usher,I used to be taught to 'smile,'it is important because we are one of the first person the congregation(church people)'ll see.I also learnt one thing as I smile,no matter how tired, unhappy,whenever people smile back,you'll naturally feel happy in the inside,and you'll continue be motivated to smile!!
Yeah true that recently Pst Kong shared something regarding the attitude of certain usher.But I was really very impacted when one of my leader shared,is not about finding fault of who isit,but is the importance to inculcate to every ushers to put on a 'Smile!'
As the common saying "Your attitude,determine your altitude!"Service 1 may consist alot of youths,but as it is written<1tim4:12>Let no one despise your youth,but be an example to the believers in word,in conduct,in love,in spirit,in faith,in purity.
I feel that being their in charge,it is important I can teach them,influence them,is not just about serving,but serving out of love and passion,we served a joyous God,who's smiling at us right now!
Running together with pastor's vision,our svc,be it jw or expo,I believe even as each members put on the garment of praise,the svc will attract more people.It'll grow.
Ahem!!!Still smiling?
Hmm,who's e monkey smiling on the screen ar?
HEE..Just kidding la!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Mama Mia Wk!

Really thanks Chunshan for the free movie tickets to Mama Mia,organised by her workplace the Children's Society.Some of our cg went plus 3 other tics,which i asked along my nyp friends Xiao Feng with her 2roommates, hoping it'll be a good opportunity to reach out to them.Unfortunately in the midst of my BS,Xiao feng messaged, saying 1 of her friend sprained her leg and hence they were not able to attend.
Thank God after BS,manage to ask along Lynn and Israel to join us for the movie or else we would have to compensate for the tickets for those who were not present.

The movie was really kinda crappy,I would rate 5 out of 10 for it ba..haha.Is mainly a musical play,songs by ABBA!Wow which I haven't been singing since I was in secondary school.For those who are interested in musical can go watch;)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

KL Emerge,my feel,my thoughts,my revelation!~Day 3and 4

Yep for day 3 and 4,haven't really taken the time to update.But I got to say is been a life transforming one.

On day3 Pst Kelvin was having this interview with Feng Bo Bo,one of the famous Hong Kong Movie star,they were speaking in Cantonese,I couldn't really grasp hold of the conversation.
But I learnt how much she had went through in the life of an actress,went into a period of depression and how Christ had brought her through.
Another interview by Pst Kong with Sun's manager,can't rmbr her name,shared how Sun's album had brought her out from depression into prosperity.Wow awesome!It somehow reminded me how Sun's music had touched me before I was saved.
I remembered during my sec sch days,we were out along Orchard approaching people to do some survey, inorder to fulfill our CIP(Community Involvement Programme)hours, in the midst of tiredness,the LCD screen of the Shaw Tower played Sun's music 'Wo men de dong tian', unexpectantly hairs were standing on ends,a sense of peace came into me,neither do I know few months down the road I'll receive Him into my life.
Yupp that's how Sun music had impacted me,and how it shall continue to touch the hearts of the people who had been hurting out there.
The last svc had been a poweful one,the artists had been asked to pray for the people out there, Pst Kong prophesied for Pst Zhuang,indeed a fresh hope and a fresh vision had been placed in our hearts.<Acts1:8>But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."
This is also the purpose that we had been sent forth to missions.

Day 4,the day we ve to leave KL,breakfast as usual was yummy,Yi Lun sat tgr with us,it was really been a great pleasure to fellowship with her ever since the individual Victorious Living Bible study I had with her,she's my dearest zs(zone supervisior) and friend who has impacted my life in Christ,yeah really love her a lot.She's one that had been putting a lot of effort to make the KL Emerge a successful one.Friends out there can keep her in prayers for protection in her health and the baby gal tt she's carrying.

Great thanks to N282 whom had kept me in prayers during my mission trip.
All the mission team members,whom had been helping along with one another.
Thanks to Eugene,Valerie,Clara,Wei wen,Wei pin,Edward for always being there too!!HEE;)

Monday, September 8, 2008

KL Emerge,my feel,my thoughts~Day 2

The 2nd day of Emerge,I got to subject my flesh into discipline..haha I was half awake when i went to the bathroom,but got to wake up early,hopefully getting ready before breakfast.Our breakfast had been quite a sumptous one.I enjoyed the pancakes,sausages and porridge!


Praise God that I manage to attend the svc by Pst Kong,let me share a bit regarding creativity-Creativity is the ability to use the imagination to develop new and original solutions,ideas or thoughts, doing it with Asthetic flaw.Can feel free to ask from me if you are interested in the sermon.


Finally,at the end of the morning svc,we got the opportunity to shop.I was kinda lost for choices, too many varieties le,only manage to buy some stuff to bless others!Then the few of us(Eugene, Val,Clara,Wei wen,Wei pin)settle ourself at this cosy Ajisen restaurant.Indulging ourselves in fellowship,taking a few of interesting pics...find it super funny and what a lot of creativity they ve got..can go to see in the KL Emerge album in my facebook..haha


After being recharged, we cont to serve in our various ministry,this time was serving in lobby,when the svc started with not much of the duty on hand, went to play with the children in children church,they are very adorable!Next help out in Attributes to serve the customers, its really enjoyable to do the packaging,a free copy of Emerge DVD with every purchase!


At the end of the svc,we need to follow one of the KL Usher,Tai Loong aka loanshark,cos in hokkien it sounds like 'Tai E Long'..haha.Our role was to consolidate all of God's offering,it had indeed been a good experience so is to associate with other ushers.


Upon completing our duty,I was quite overwhelmed by tiredness,think so are the other team mbrs.After having a quick meal,we rested to prepare ourselves for the next svc duty...

KL Emerge,my feel,my thoughts~ Day 1

Wow it's been so fantabulous awesome in the KL Emerge,think was even better with few pals,such a joy to hang out with them;)Pple like Clara,Valerie,Eugene,Wei pin,Wei wen,and ya not forgetting Edward..haha.

First day of our arrival,we book in to our Hotel..brrrr the room was like super cold!I have this urge to just cuddle up in one of the bed after a long 6hrs journey..but cannot,got to discipline my flesh..need to go serve.Then we were lead into this wilderness...Sunway Pyramid Shopping centre I mean..so big!So I need to remind myself,serve first before I go shopping.Finally we arrived at the top storey of the shopping centre where the Convention centre was.And we were allocated to where our ministry were.

In usher ministry,i was allocated at the Lobby to welcome the pple,sobbed,can't attend svc,but nvm is a greater joy to be greeters,it reminded me of my first role when I first started serving back in S'pore than!Is really an honor,especially when I saw Pst Kong,shook hand with him, chat with him a bit,would has taken this opportunity to take an individual photo with him but he needs to rush off to the guest room.

When the svc started,i went to shop around Attributes,seeing how's the pple getting along,was somehow captivated of the things I want to buy,that Eugene need to remind me constantly to buy later..haha,while planning ahead for the things i want to buy for cg and myself.Because as compare to the price in S'pore,is so much cheaper!

When svc ended, all of us settled ourself in KFC,chatted and played a bit of games back in our hotel room.

Monday, August 25, 2008

After graduation,now what?!!

Yupp,is not jus my holiday,I have already graduated and ended my attachment since 1st Aug 08.My current plan is to wait for 2-3months before i go out to work.Btw it'll be a 2years bond that i'll be completing,which i kinda dread and yet i need to pray earnestly for favours.Reason that I dread is that i'll miss svc and cg..sigh,therefore i need to pray like never before for favours upon staffs, good scheldule, and a greater strength!!
A revelation that came upon me to fulfill the cultural mandate For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thought of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
So I believe there must be a purpose in wherever I am placed in, be it school, work, ministry, church, family and friends.
Therefore I am really determine in where God has placed me,even as a nurse in hospital, I'll shine in the area!I hope I'll display a Spirit of excellence and a Good attitude inorder to win people over to Christ.
Last but not least,I think I need an increase passion if I am to go into nursing,to love,care and be committed,cos things may just cause me to be so weary and emotional at times.Like what is written in the Bible:"Even the youths shall faint and be weary, but those who wait on the Lord,shall renew their strength;they shall mount up like wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary,they shall walk and not faint!"
Greater passion in medical area,cause I have a secret desire,to further my studies and strive toward being a doctor!
Haha you think is possible?
But before that let me not think so far yet,let me just build up my foudation well first.

Yeah thanks for my cg, nyp cluster pple, usher ministry, my friends and family being there through my school years.
Glory be to you Jesus!


Tuesday, July 29, 2008

My learning experiences....

Yoyo a lot of people had asked me why want to be a nurse, what a nurse do...and so on.
Haha during my attachment I've learnt about transfer-in to the ward,such as from main building, discharge planning,Dr's rounds to follow,speech therapist,physiotherapist,occupational therapist,dietician,also known as PT,OT,ST and DT to inform them regarding any follow up.Interesting right?
I have learnt so much more in the hospital that requires endless blogging.Apart from this I still need to be able to answer my lecturer questions,which they'll somehow randomly pick one of the case study that I am handling and shot me afew questions. Most of the time they'll asked me when I am feeling most tired..causing stress level to increase,however i feel this can be a good way to stretch my capacity.
Also got to move fast with the pace of the ward,I am always encouraged to move faster,such as serving medications,I have been taught of good time management and organisation.
Last but not least I feel it is quite a challenge when it comes to passing report, which means to hand over the cases of the patients to the next shift.I felt kinda challenged during the first few wks,but now I have learnt to pass in the important details such as change of next IV,hypocount monitoring and pre-meals to be given,etc..also the things that need follow up on.
Of course learning is a continuous process..so many things I got to take note.


Such a hectic n busy lifestyle,despite all this I feel that like what Pst Derek had preached, is important that everything we do must have a balance!!
And my cgl Zhenn recently shared with me regarding work's life,in everything we do God has it own purpose,all things work together for the good to those who love Him!!So if we find ourselves not in His will,of course He'll by all means bring us out of it.
God is good all the time!!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Busyness, busyness all is...

Hmm BUSY(Being Under Satan's Yoke!)..Sorry guys I need to revive my blog..I don't blog often, but I hope that my blog can be a source of encouragement for the people out there.Kinda simple, but its all my heartfelt message...
My attachment at CDC 2(Communicable disease centre) hasn't been a easy one..that has helped me to me more dependent on Him, when anything happen I'll just say a short prayers..and indeed He has been my comforter, encourager and refuge.
I have been so tired, depressed and affected by certain matters, or at a period felt I was not good enough,overwhelmed by fear and emotions.
He spoke to me...fear not I am with you,do not be afraid I am your God.
Thank God that I still can attend svc and cg,into the presence of God...His warmth embraced me,love of my friends and members covers me.It set me thinking...maybe everything hasn't been too bad!
Cos what I gone thru, is just a shadow of image! The good thing is I believed that I am moulded spiritually and physically(to be more skillful).What I hope is that I am able to share my experiences with others, my nursing skill to help others,which is the 1st and foremost reason for joining nursing..haha bet some of you dunno ba.
I left one more wk in my attachment ward le,I hope you guys out there can keep me in prayers for favors from staffs,sisters and preceptors for good evaluation.
Thanks wo!!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

My Nursing attachment at TTSH!

The past 3 weeks i seem to be missing in action!!Where have I been? Ye been busy with attachment at Tan Tock Seng,Gerontology ward.Wow I think I really have grown another step of maturity as i came to be taking care of the patients.Taking case study inorder to have a feel how prcp(3mths attachment) would be like.It has really been a time of moulding and training, and yet His Spirit has always been there guiding me, blessing me with opportunity to learn!
There's a period of time whereby I felt so discouraged, especially i have done one of the nursing assessment badly.However God is good that he sent staff nurse Ash to run through with me the appropriate way to do the assessment.She's been so precise in her teaching and I got a revelation from her!She said:"In everything you do,do it correctly from the beginning then you'll continue to do it right!"Understand the meaning?My cgl Zhen have shared with us these before in her experience of leadership.This means as we have made a mistake from e beginning we will be discouraged,then how are we going to have the spirit to maintain a consistent standard?
Therefore I have learnt, and I am determined to persist for a Spirit of Excellence, being detailed in my patient's assessment,it may be a little thing, but my assessment determine how my patient are goin to be looked after, and in how they are going to get an appropriate treatment, and of course how they can have a quick recovery(destiny)?!!
Indeed God's good,instead of dwelling in condemnation of the mistakes i made, He taught me His ways..,building a nurse with foudation of greater strength, wisdom and love.

All Smiles!!